the two most agony inducing sounds in the world...

Are your voice and moonlight sonata. Everytime I hear one I think of the other. I miss you everyday and everyday you slip further and further from my grasp while at the same time you remain right under my nose. When I see your company truck on the road my heart skips a beat and my face loses all color. But it's never you. It always some old man. someone who means nothing to me. I hear bits and pieces about your life. I piece together what I can and the rest is speculation. I'm distracted in everything I do, I can't stand where I am. I can't leave, and you won't go.