Tuesday, April 5, 2011

If I can't find the words to make you stay, how will I find the words to let him go?

I find myself in a new old land. I want something I can't have, and have something I don't want anymore. What's a girl to do?

The plan for now is to wait patiently. Like a good friend once said, "don't worry, when its right, you'll find your middle". For now I can only be content knowing its not the end but not yet a new beginning. I have to take what I can get until I get the balls to make the change for myself.

Its part laziness, part complacency part fear that keeps me lingering. I secretly look forward to my time spent alone, its when I have my best thoughts and feel the best about my decisions. Maybe more alone time is what I need....

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